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Hello! I'm Bekki, a living, breathing latex plaything.
Welcome to my little homepage!
WARNING: This site is full of stuff detailing a rubberdoll and latex fetish. If you are offended by the art of crossdressing as a female in latex, BDSM, latex-based "nudity", suggestive scenes that imply lesbian/bisexual activities and the photos to back all of the above up, I suggest leaving. If you're looking for fetish smut upon this site you will be quite offended as there is nothing that graphic here. Finally, I'll laugh hard at any boring 'nilla person who visits then attempts to send me E-mail in an attempt to talk me out of or shame me just because I like different things yet have harmed neither nonconsenting people nor the property they own. I especially enjoy my fetish within the company of other like-minded and very kinky people who participate of their own free will and conscience. There are billions of pages online in regards to the vast breadth of stuff available on the 'net and you can certainly choose something (or someone) better to enlighten yourself and enjoy. Or you can just turn off your computer and walk away. 'nuff said. --Bekki
Well, it's about time that I got my little online nook updated. After all I do have the web space.
The latest news, diary entries, etc. of what's going on with me will always be found right on this home page.
NEWS 2008-07-09: Buy Latex!
Due to unforseen difficulties regarding tragedies of lost lives (a friend's dad died, George Carlin died, etc.) I wound up having to cancel my visit to Anthrocon. Also there were some last minute snags as to hooking up with others in regards to the Pittsburgh fetish scene in general but those snags will be ironed out accordingly.
In the meantime I've been exchanging hints, tips and links with some new fetish friends via E-mail. Most of what I've written will be forming some pages for the About section of my website. And I'm buying a dollsuit from MelodyMaid so that I may experiment with a blowup doll fr use as a naked dollsuit. That doesn't mean I won't buy a new catsuit, though. I'm still well within budget.
Speaking of latex on a budget I've posted some prices of some Denber Rubber gear on my Buy Latex page. I needed to put something up for the time being. What I have on RubberPal will be copied over along with direct links to the downloadable spreadsheets. So it's still a work in progress but at least it's something since I figured out how to export spreadsheet data as a formatted table via OpenOffice.org with some touchups using SeaMonkey's Composer.
If you're interested in some very nice gear (I love Denber's stockings and gloves) then we can do some quick business. But make sure you read what's on the RubberPal site first or wait until I copy that content over. And I know I have to get the rest of the RWR'08 galleries up as well. I'm amazed at how busy I was within the last few weeks. ;)
Have a glovely latex day! :)
NEWS 2008-06-13: Gearing Up For Bekki v3.0
Just a quick mention about UPS shipping within the Buy Latex area (currently on Rubberpal and soon to be moved locally here): I won't be able to drop off the UPS packages where I work. That's okay since there is a dropoff point now in the new Highlands Mall in Natrona Heights, PA.
Now to the next diary entry:
I have been doing some browsing for some form enhancement gear. This is due to the photos that I've seen of myself and the numerous improvements that I'd like to make. In particular I feel that my midsection is just too flat with zero emphasis on the hips. I've been looking into obtaining a combination cincher which will not only allow me to better define my hips and butt but allow the placement of prosthetic breasts.
As much as I like my inflatable bra it's nice for a more natural form. But in regards to emphasis there is plenty of room for a little exaggeration. And rubberdolling isn't about being anything natural but strictly being a fantasy, as in the ultimate fetish object to be played with. With my numerous workouts (mostly my mile-long walk instead of eating lunches during work) I've found that I've been losing the weight in my problematic abdominal area. And while it appears that I've gained weight the truth is that it's the fat that's being lost while being made up for in solid muscle in my legs. Besides, fat takes up much more room than muscle. I enjoy walking my mile down and uphill. As a result my legs are quite solid.
They'll look even yummier with some fishnets over the latex with my pumps on. But I digress. ;)
Then there's the small detail of my past and how that affects my body. I used to be a heavy beer drinker but quit drinking nearly five years ago. Because of my exercise regimen the gut is nearly gone yet there's a bit of sagging skin in my abdominal area. It's not grotesque-looking but it does show if I wear very tight latex but without foundation garments underneath (I used to hide it by wrapping myself with plastic wrap). The thong gaff I use does hide it to a degree since it reaches up past my waist. But I'm looking for total shaping and my midsection will be further emphasized with the various added padding and prosthetics.
I will be placing the last two photo sections from RWR'08 online over the weekend. In particular, the photo shoot with Rachel Dane and the Ground Zero photos featuring eight professional shots which were taken backstage. Those last shots will show exactly what I mean as I evolve to v3.0. And, since I now have Spirit's new E-mail address, I'll be able to inquire about a custom catsuit (if not from her then there's always Nimue's).
Have a glovely latex day! :)
P.S. Is that what I think I see Jean Bardot giving Steffy a sample of at GZ? Yum...yum...
P.P.S. Even for an agoraphobic rubberdolly, I can do HTML better than Steffy! LOL!
P.P.P.S. This is all in fun. I'm 100% all about having fun. {grin}
NEWS 2008-06-10: Bekki At Anthrocon, June 27-29 2008, Pittsburgh PA
I got word more than a week ago of an upcoming event in Pittsburgh, PA. The venue is Anthrocon which will be at the convention center in Pittsburgh at the end of this month. It will last the entire weekend so I've been gearing up for it. I'm always up for the unusual.
It's a furry convention involving people dressed up as various animals. Lucky Dog, the person who invited me, and I plan on turning the tables a bit. Rather than the humanoid walking the dog, so to speak, it will be the animal walking the humanoid. Now THAT would be a hysterical sight! Must...get...pictures! ;)
I've also heard from Lucky that Jovina and Morgana, participants at RWR'08 who've I had the honor of meeting and having lunch with, will be there as well. So will this mean that there will be a few rubberdollies lurking in the shadows cast by the various furry creatures? That certainly would be interesting. And I've also heard that there will be a get-together at the Buca di Beppo Italian restaurant. I LOVE that place for their Italian food is just off the scale in pure yumminess. Needless to say that I won't be in dolly mode to enjoy it. I don't have the most articulated mouth when masked. Or maybe I should use a better fitting mask with a little spirit gum around the mouth (I'm currently modifying a Greyland Films "Kim" mask, being that I have some other masks from that manufacturer/vendor on order from the Czech Republic).
And I've always wondered about the fetish scene in Pittsburgh. So, if this all works out well, I'll have to thank Lucky Dog, Jovina and Morgana. And this time I won't forget to pack my tripods for my cameras. ;)
Have a glovely latex day! ;)
NEWS 2008-06-06: RWR'08 Gallery Online
I've finally put the finishing touches upon and have uploaded the pictures taken of me at RWR'08 within a photo gallery within the Media section. While it has a decent amount of photos right now, I've received word this week of additional photos. The capper are the long-awaited photos taken at the Ground Zero nightclub on Saturday night of RWR'08.
So now I'll have to craft some more HTML next week and throw it all online. At least I have a decent template to use as I add onto the gallery.
Have a glovely latex day! :)
NEWS 2008-06-05: OFF System Woes And Photo Galleries
Since I'm finishing up my week of working evening shift I never realized how really tired I could actually be after work. Not just that but when creativity strikes me while slapping the HTML together I find, much to my chagrin, that it's later than I thought. So there have been more than a few nights this week where II found myself slinging out pages until 2:00 or 3:00 in the morning. I then try to get a couple hours of rest in and realize that I have to get ready for work as a 'nilla human.
Until I finish and upload the galleries, all I can say is that the HTML is quite nice. The more I play with HTML the more I find in the way of what works and what doesn't. Having tested some of the pages of the gallery I'm sure it's going to generate a lot of page hits. I think I may have to include an affiliate link on each page to one of my bondage supply suppliers via their affiliate program. :)
As for the OFF System it looks like Norton 360 sometimes gets in the way of its operation by not allowing it to access the 'net. Instead it runs smack dab into the firewall and remains disconnected from the other OFF system nodes. The only good news is that this only happens when a new version of the OFF System is released and I install the new version over the old version. So right now it's been rapidly exchanging blocks. Since I leave my workstation on all of the time and it has a DSL connection my node is one of the reliable ones out there.
I may have to inquire with my ISP as to their rates for faster bandwidth. I may also take the time into installing a new 80GB hard drive that I bought years ago, slaving that to the existing hard drive and using that second drive's space solely for the block caches used by the OFF System.
Finally, Rachel Dane got some of the best looking photos of herself and me at RWR'08. We did a quickie photo session together with Daniel Handal taking the photos. With permission I downloaded them and will be presenting them upon my website in a few days after I get the other parts of the RWR'08 photo gallery uploaded and running.
Have a glovely latex day! :)
NEWS 2008-06-01: RWR'08 Photo Wrangling
Okay. I admit it. I thought that organizing the photos of myself at Rubberdoll World Rendezvous 2008 would be a quick effort. But then I had to get all inspired to do more with them.
For starters I decided to crop the pictures and resize them to either portrait or landscape 640x480. This was for the sake of getting rid of the old photo credits and to get them primed for their own HTML pages. I then reinserted the new and improved photo credits in each image so, if anyone winds up finding the images elsewhere, at least the Rubberdoll World Rendezvous website and myself are plugged.
What I plan to do with each photo's HTML display page is to add some trite commentary as well as provide additional photo credits. After all I'm not the only dolly with a website. I know of quite a few who also have them. So I'll also make contact on the event's list and inquire accordingly.
But then I now have a regret: I wish that I took more photos and brought a couple of my tripods. It was also during the last few hours of my stay in Minneapolis that I started playing with the remote-controlled features of my digital camcorder. And nothing is cooler than to be able to take stills of yourself in various poses without even touching the camera itself. But those missed opportunities will be remedied in time.
I'll have the dozens of RWR'08 photo pages up in a few days. And a special shout out to all the dollies who took and contributed the photos. We rubberdollies must enjoy being a bunch of on-camera exhibitionists. ;)
There's more I want to do. I'm going to wind up consolidating the information from my various social networking site pages and feature it all within my About page. And I wound up getting distracted by MySpace in the process. I'll add more here though.
Have a glovely latex day! :)
NEWS 2008-05-26: I Love Hardware Stores
I went to do a gear run for things I needed around the compound and myself. And one of the places I just needed to go to was the hardware store. At first I just needed light bulbs but then I remembered that I needed some chain as well.
I don't know about any of my friendly readers out there. But looking at chains and various clips and hardware for those chains really turned me on. And while I won't fault Autumn for her prices on heavy gear I recommend that anyone who is looking for hardware first go to a hardware store. The salespeople are really nice and friendly. Plus there's just a wide selection of chains to choose from. So I opted for the zinc-plated 800# small links in two two-foot and two four-foot sections.
I would've gone longer with the chains. But I realized that if I wanted to make them longer I have the hardware to attach them together in various configurations. So my mind went wild with the possibilities to be tried in future playtime. After all the chains are to restrict ones' movement and it wouldn't make sense if the subject has a full range of motion while chained up.
I'm quite pleased with them. I'm sure that if I need more hardware I'll definitely return. You'll never know what you'll need to secure something (or somebody. ;)
Have a glovely latex day! :)
NEWS 2008-05-24: Latex Buy Underway + Website Construction
My Creator is getting together a huge latex shipment for importation from the UK into the USA (more proof as how stupid the idea is behind those BRIBES...err, "economic stimulus checks"). And, to benefit the Rubberist community, if anyone is interested in getting some quality molded latex goods and some toys. As the web pages are being created here we do have tons of info at the Rubberpal Swop Forum. Eventually we'll consolidate everything into a dedicated "Buy Latex" page here on my website (as shown via the navigation bar to the left).
It's not often that my Creator and I order latex. But, when we do, we don't mess around. :)
Also, my Creator has also been updating this page and creating new ones. So he's not going to fully activate the left-side navigation until those pages are up and running. He'll be using this first page of the site as the template for all subsequent pages.
Finally my Creator is finally wrangling all of the photos of me at RWR'08 and crafting the photo section. He and I have been granted permission from the many in attendance who have taken and presented their photos on the official Rubberdoll World Rendezvous website as long as we provide complete attribution. which is no problem at all. We dolls need all the credit we deserve for an awesome weekend. But ultimately the highest praise goes to Unit1421 for getting the event organized despite some last minute friction via cancellation by the original hotel that was going to host the event.
Have a glovely latex day! :)
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